It just isn't natural. At least it wasn't natural for me! But it was indeed natural for my new body. I quickly learned to look up at almost every adul... I talked to. I didn't like doing so but you do what you have to if you want to be "normal". As if I could ever really be normal while I looked like a woman, I thought to myself more than once during those early sessions with Doctor Meadows.I had to make many adjustments other after losing my former body, some big, some small. I had to give up my. What kinda movie is this, uh, Cereal di Hajiback?" It's French." It's what? It's fresh?" French, Aunt Frances. French."We both looked up as Uncle Johnny appeared in the doorway leading to the bedrooms. His hair mussed, his eyes squinting in the light, he scratched his tummy over his pajamas.Aunt Frances huffed, "Look, Johnny. He walks in like nothing happened. You see him, Johnny? Look at him."Uncle Johnny mumbled drowsily, "You home?" I'm here, " I said. "I'm okay."Uncle Johnny said, "It's. “I can’t do this to you!” His reply is sharp, though he tries to keep his voice down.“Isaac, we’ve been over this.”“I know, again and again, but we both know why this has to end.”“Isaac, please,” I beg, grasping at his hand. My adrenaline wells furiously, like whitewater rapids, threatening to burst from my numb body. My heart is rising so fast it’s practically in my throat, joining where my stomach already went.He pulls his hand away, and I start shaking.“I’m not going to let you do this.” I. Sometimes she asked me to bring her a meal, or some other staff that she needed from home.With time I felt myself neglected from her; she spent the holidays with her friends, and she started to come home late. One time, Jasmine came home after midnight; she found me and my friends watching a football match on the television. Jasmine's reaction was very rude, she called me to come immediately to the kitchen where she yelled at me and told me to end the gathering immediately!My friends heard her.