I am not going to see another life wasted though. When weget home I need to show you something. It is something I have been thinkinga lot about and so...ething I have been doing hours and hours of researchon...and I think it is our solution." I am ready for anything mom...anything," Amanda exhaustedly replied."That's ridiculous! It's the craziest, dumbest thing I have ever heard of!"Amanda shouted. Susan's idea it turned out was extreme to say the least. She had beenconsulting an experimental. As if reading my mind, she pulled back, my hard length reappearing from the warm paradise of her mouth. She took me in her fist and squeezed hard. I moaned loudly enough for others on the bus to hear me. Even the kid in front of us listening to Led Zeppelin half turned toward us.She smiled. “It’s been awhile, hasn’t it?” She let her tongue loll, teasing me. “You’re so close,” she whispered. She leaned inches away from my now throbbing hardness. I could feel her breath on every tingling nerve as. But---I'm glad it's not with another woman. That's easier for me to accept. It's not the same with another man. This other guy doesn't threaten me, as another woman would." I don't want to hurt you, okay?" I said. "It's just that...", and before I could finish, Melanie added: "But you need a sexual outlet. I understand that. I do. I really do!"She gave my hand a pull, and I leaned over and we kissed.Then, as I stood up, she said: "Now go. You don't want to be late. I'll be fine here. The nurse. I will make it up to you." It's all right Gary. I'll see you later tonight."The disappointment rested heavily upon her. This was the first time in months they had planned a real night out together. She had also hoped for a romantic interlude upon their return. It had been almost two weeks since they had made love and Lynn was again beginning to question her own sensuality. She spent the evening reading but her mind kept wandering. She found herself rereading passages because thoughts of Trisha.