My mouth is full of ashes. We killed the children and nothing comforts me, then or now.I waited for my brother and sisters to join me. I insisted that...we search out a shaman. There would be a ceremony for the children killed in the destruction of the Sauk camp. But no--the shaman was proud, proud.He did not want to honor the slavers in any way. I shamed him. I walked behind him for a while saying but one thing over and over. "We killed the children. We killed the children." Soon he sat and. I went into the kitchen and have dinner. When suddenly came from behind 2 young men. One of the most Frank said, holding me with his mouth full of v******e, so that I could not go screaming and the other man was probably the Sascha, put me in handcuffs. The men told me I should stop crying, I was so afraid. They have said that if I love, then both the House would soon leave again. I said to my tormentors, when looking for their cash, it is in the drawer. But Frank and Sascha just said, we do. The first touch of a man was very exciting.By the time I thought of what he has said in my ears my resistance was completely gone and I was standing still as he was hugging me from behind. I was getting excited again and he could sense my breathing getting heavy.Taking this as a silent YES from my side he loosened his grip around me, put both his hands on my waist and kissed me lightly on my neck from behind. “Ahh”, a light moan escaped my mouth and that gave him more courage. He started. ‘My…God!’ he gasped. The light shining through the diaphanous negligee highlighted the lush curves of Mary’s near-perfect body. Mary was exhilarated by his response. ‘You…you like it?’ ‘I’ve never seen anything that beautiful!’ he whispered. Mary walked over to the bed and sat down next to him. ‘I’m glad you like Mommy’s outfit,’ she said. ‘Because Mommy is going to make you feel very, very good. Now, be a good boy and lay back.’ Matt did exactly as he was told, unable to take his eyes off the.