Swallowing the nervousness I felt every time I spoke to her, I said "Great to be finally finished, huh?"She answered, "Yeah, its hard to believe that ...ext September we'll be going to college. Have you decided where you're going yet?" Not for sure", I responded. "But it'll be State or Tech." I'm going to Tech to study biology", she said.One more reason to pick Tech over State, I thought to myself. Just then Dawn spotted someone across the room. She gave them an animated wave, kissed me on the. All of a sudden I knew I wanted him to touch me, to do anything he wanted, I wondered to myself if this was what love was? The touch of his hand on my bare thing was almost more then I could stand, and I could feel a warm feeling between my thighs. I didn’t dare move, wanting the contact to continue. Slowly his fingers caressed up and down my leg, moving ever so slowly higher up, the finger tips getting closer and closer to the junction of my thighs under the skirt. Suddenly I felt his hand. The mere sight of him frightened me. I was about to scream when he took out a large hunting knife and said, ?Be quiet and start driving.?The knife pricking my throat convinced me, I followed his directions and we drove into a run down industrial district. We finally turned into the entrance of what looked like an abandoned factory. We drove right inside – destroying my hope that someone would see the car and call the police.He forced me out and I realized we were in a large room. There were 20. I finished off the six beers in the refrigerator then started on the vodka that I kept in the freezer. I drank until I either passed out or fell asleep, I don't know which and I really don't think it mattered.Sunday morning I woke up on the sofa hugging the empty vodka bottle to my chest. I had a major headache and my stomach didn't feel much better. After I showered and changed I felt a little better but I couldn't get rid of the feeling that I had a large hole in my life. I kept thinking.