After childbirth I had lost my comely shape to some extent but even now my breasts although oversized(I wear a 38 D bra)were firm and my ass had very ...ittle fat. Only my thighs carried a lot of loose flesh but my face was pretty in a homely way and I had luxurious silky hair tumbling to my waist.The afternoon that I was supposed to spend in Ranan’s arms all arrangements were made. My children were taken to a movie by Ajit and I had stayed home pleading headache. What Ajit did not know was I had. Tinte sofay tinjon bosechhi.Majhe majhe sumoti uthchhe.Or mai duto kalo ontorbase tuktuki daekhachchhe kintu kheyal korlam halka golapi gowner vetore j panty ta porechhe ta toktoke laal r tar opore print gulo kemon jeno tribal mukhosher moto.Sobaar tokhon du peg kore hoye gaechhe .Furfure hoyechhe sobai.Kartik fotang kore bolloo sumoti to apnar bishal vokto o to sarakkhon apnar kathai bole.Ami bujhlam ebar kartik matal hobe ebong o double peg nilo amay dite chaile ami half peg nilam r sumoti ha. I put myselfout there, exposed myself and my vulnerabilities. I put out a lot morerisk than I think I ever could do. I mean, when I was chained to thebar and partially suspended what was there to stop her from running intothe foyer, grabbing the keys out of the heel of my shoes and going outto my car and driving off?!What's to stop her from putting the pictures of me up on social media orsomething? But, somehow, I got through my anxieties and trusted her.And in it all opened myself up. We ran through a simulated attack on an enemy position but no shots were fired. It took twenty minutes before a column of Roman calvary came our way. Our own men had got back on their horses and formed one row as if ready to charge but the lance butts were on the ground.Lucius stopped next to the guns where we stood at attention. "Are these your onagers?" These are some. We have different kinds like the short ones over there." Jón pointed with his finger. "They shoot high into the air to drop.