I would never have believed itcould be so difficult to place one square peg in a matching hole. ButI did it and kept doing it, along with managing to...hold a knife andfork without dropping, or throwing them across the room in frustration.The doctors, therapists, and nurses who worked with me all voiced theirpleasant surprise at my sudden turnaround. I knew they were aware ofConnie's rather loud visit with me earlier in the week, but none ofthem mentioned it beyond telling me I was fortunate to. As I'm on my knees (M) views my posture then commands me to show hands as I do this (M) grabs some rope and ties my hands together, I start to feel excited realizing what (M) called me down for, (M) asks me to try and get out i struggle but can't get out, (M) smiles and pushes me stomach down on the ground (M) gets on my back with some more rope and ties my legs together tells me to struggle again, and again I couldn't get out she gets off my back and commands me to kneel, struggling to get up. You are the sweetest, most compassionate man I've ever met, and, over the past years, I've come to love you. I know that we have, or had, an unspoken agreement about that, but you have to know that I love you. That makes what I've done to us even more horrible, more unthinkable.I will be gone by the time you are reading this. I will send for the rest of my things as soon as possible. I ask that you find it in your heart to someday forgive what I've done. I was not strong enough to stop my. In size, she is more like a fourteen-year-old. Under-nourished, I expect; no boobs to speak of. Feed her, and they’ll grow, though. That happened with mine. Reg told me to put some weight on, and it did the job. Now he can hardly keep his hands off my boobs.” She smiled happily at the recollection. Holly and Carol looked envious.“Knickers shouldn’t be a problem. Most pairs have plenty of stretch in them. Bras are a different matter, but if she is small there, she may not need a bra for some.