" I stammered out unsure if I could speak the truth of how I had sinned. "Forgive me sister, I cannot do this." As I got up to leave her cool voice wa...hed over me once again"Have courage. Be true to yourself, state what you have done and repent. Ask God for forgiveness." the voice urged with unwavering faith and sincerity.I knelt back down taking fortitude in the encouragement."I spied on my neighbor. She likes to sunbath at the pool. For the summer I haven’t been able to take my eyes off of. It would takea bigger than normal person to fit the bill, but I was hopeful.My flight arrived in San Francisco in the late afternoon, and Iwent to my hotel to shower away the day of travel. I did somework, all the time looking at the panties I had purchased in astore back home that catered to transvestites. Around 9:00 Islipped the panties on, pulled my jeans and a pull over shirtover them, and headed down to the hotel bar. I went to the bar,sat down at a corner table, and watched a baseball. I expected it to hurt a lot more than it did. He's the biggest I've ever had inside me. But I was so wet at that point that he slid in easily. He laughed and said this white girl is more than ready and willing to take a lot of cock in her. James said, give it to her in that big ass and let see if we can make her squeal for us. Cliff laughed again and asked me if I'd like that? I actually said yeah I would. He told me to tell him to fuck my ass. I looked into the mirror and told him to shove. They have friends who are gay and even grown adults who watch anime, including my girlfriend who I kinda love her even more for. You don't get a lot of ladies with that high caliber nerdiness.If I had to confess and I'm not trying to be cold hearted or mean at all, but she isn't the ideal model woman, but I find her attractive in a cute plump way, not to mention her heart and mind are just so explosive with integrity and creativity. I know deep down she has a goal in her life she wants to.