Up to this point in our relation, i hadnt allowed her to get more dominant but as i am getting more confident in myself and my domination i felt i cou...d let that side of her personality come out."wait till we get to the room" is all she said when she noticed I wasnt trying to counter her more dominant banter. "I'm gonna get your ass" little did i know she was being quite literal.when we got to the room, I quickly opened the window to feel the cool breeze.I undressed and joined her on the couch,. Who, at that point, was taut, anger etched into his features as he stared Richard down."Ri-Rick...what are you doing here? Why?" She could hear the fer in her voice, the disgust, the weakness. She never thought this could happen. Why didn't I remember to get my key back?! Why in the hell did he come here in the first damn place!!! She looks to Sam, immediately noting the "big brother" attitude. She moves off of him, walking into her living room, anger finally seeping into her system somewhat,. I feel that hurt and anger. It is because I was born withthat genetic defect that said I should be playing with gunsand trucks instead of dolls and jewelry. Part of me neededto rebel and wear that dress but part of me said not tohurt anyone else so be what I appear to be even though thatgenetic defect eventually changed me in ways that wasdifferent from what I would have liked my body to change.I also feel the hurt and anger of others. Some of usconstantly lash out way out of proportion to the. "Take the napkins off the table," signed with an elegant E.Say what? No napkins? Spaghetti is a messy meal! And why do I have to do it? And the note specifically orders me to do it.Making me late serving has to be one of Elaine's sadistic little plots. She has something up her sleeve -- except, of course, she isn't wearing sleeves or anything else.Ask not, I tell myself, shuffling desperately around the table, yanking the napkins out from under the sterling, only to have to make a second orbit.