He only put a bit of his finger in first, but with every time he pushed back in, he pushed a little deeper. It was unnerving, but not unpleasant. I di... my best to remain calm, and trust that he would take it easy on me.One finger eventually moved up to two, and that was another ball game. It was a bit uncomfortable, and it took me a while to calm back down. In and out of my ass he worked his fingers, twisting them around a bit. He told me he was trying to warm me up so that it didn't hurt.. This was the most intimate encounter with a man she had ever experienced, and she wanted to make it last and bring it to a successful conclusion. Under his guidance she began to suck rhythmically, taking more and more of the shaft into her mouth whilst avoiding gagging. From time to time, on his instructions, she paused to lick up the shaft and around the prominent flared head, before returning to suck just a little quicker. At length he said, ‘Joan, I’m going to shoot. Try to keep sucking. I know that you only care about causing me pain. Even when we were just friends, I always knew that you never really liked me.?She looked back up at me, eyes wet. ?But I still need you, Mistress. Even though you hate me, even though I don't think someone like you is even capable of love. Even though being your slave is awful and scary and I hate it.?I need you, because otherwise I'm just alone. I'm just a girl that nobody cares about, that nobody wants. A girl who might as well not even. Mom's going to find out sooner or later. Islowly turned around to face her. At first she didn't recognize me. "Hello," she said. "I'm Beth's and Susie's mother. My name is Carol.What's yours?" "Hi Mom," I said. Mom gave me a closer look. "Johnny, is that you?" I was surprised that her voice didn't sound angry. Maybe she would thinkit was funny too, like Susie. Then Beth spoke up. "I'm really sorry Mom. It's all my fault. Jenny, Imean Johnny wanted to play Barbies with us and we didn't want a.