. and then they start playing their part in the initiation. There are just a few rules. For this game my top hole will be just that, a hole. I will no... suck them, or lick them - according to Mike that part will be kept for long evening around the fire.Tonight is about opening me up. So they do.How can I describe what it feels like when someone rapes your throat? It is one big sensation made up of many small, horrible one's. You are gagging - always gagging. Or choking, feeling yourself. Miss Hoover had me dressed up in very feminine underwear, pink frilly knickers and a lacy bra. A baby pink prom dress was the theme today, a dress Miss Hoover referred to as the Princess Prom dress. It had several layers of tulle and a strapless bodice edged with sequins. The skirt flared out elegantly as it glittered exquisitely in the light. The audience were speechless.“Such a beautiful creature.” I heard one woman say, as I had make-up applied. Kirsty placed a matching pair of baby pink. Com. She is a smoking hot little number, who over a course so weeks I got to mess around with. We had some great sex, but without the condom on the last great unload. Chance she got pregnant, and she is my mistress yikes.Well...after abit time apart, Jen called me, to meet at her place. I drove over, nervous as hell. Pregnant was not too bad, but it would fuck things with my life. Once I got there, I walked up the stairs as it was the walk of shame. At her door, I knocked, followed with her. I think all we can do is try different things to see what works and what doesn’t. I’m really not sure how long I can keep seeing your hard cock without begging you to put it inside me. It’s like I want you but know I can’t have you. I wish we could just do it once so we can enjoy each other, but there’s no way it would only be once. It’s either whenever we want or never. What a horrible choice to have to make.”We finished eating, cleaned up the kitchen and then went in the living room and.