How do you use logic when a girl argues feelings. "Well I like you. I love you Ains, and I always will. I hope that feels right." You're weird," sh... grinned, "but I know you love me. It's just that everything is so, hard."A few days later I bumped into Brown in the motor pool. "Hey dude, whadda you gettin' tired of white pussy or what. Ainsley's really missinthat black dick." It was a playful jab, but he just brushed it off telling me he'd been busy. I wasn't sure how to take that but. I begin to tremble and shake even before she begins. My mouth is dry and tastes of dirt. My thoughts are nothing but a dull buzz of white noise. How fine is the line between sanity and madness? Doesn’t matter. I suppose I tore down that wall a long time ago. The revolver on the nightstand beckons me. It makes promises that even a sane man could understand and I reach for it. Even as Lisa begins to tap, I am placing the barrel in my mouth. And to her repetitious accompaniment I pull the. Jodie and April would be heading to the hospital after that.The spaghetti was indeed one of the best meals I had ever had. She even had oven fried bread from Pyrenees, which made it a perfect meal. Of course, I wouldn’t be telling Mom that; she makes the same meal once or twice a month!Even after all of that, when they showed up at the ER, he was hooked to an IV, and sleeping, snoring like a grizzly bear.April called to tell me that, mentioning that Jamie sounded interested in Mary, especially. The handcuffs were removed, replaced with softer, leather restraint. These were, in turn, clipped to the collar around her neck, leaving her naked body totally defenseless. She continued lay quietly as the leg irons were also removed, replaced by a spreader bar which stretched her thighs to their very limit, causing her cramped muscles to scream in pain."Go ahead and struggle, Cheryl," his soft voice said. "It won't do you any good. You belong to me, and I'm going to use you for my enjoyment..