It took them a few minutes of insisting that their ID's were real and flirting with the bouncer to get in. The place was pretty full, but there was a ...able for two down front by the speakers. So they bought some beer and sat down, about fifteen feet from the band.They were a mediocre local rock group with two electric guitars, a keyboard, and some drums. Both Anna and Jean were pretty hot (I've seen some pictures), and the band obviously took notice of them when they sat down. They drank. We jerked each other off till we came...and it was the best sensation I ever had...in fact...smiles...even to this day when I jerk off...I sometimes think about that night...instead of like some sexy chick with big tits...he laughs...we would play like that at least two , three days a week for months,,,but then he and his mom had to move away...and I was always a lil too shy and scared to try it with any of the other boys...but I never forgot how good it felt....bob suddinely looks up at me and. Nothing.Back in 1990, I'd wanted Alexis with everything I had. The missed moment still plays over and again in my head at night, sometimes in the doldrums of work during the day. Again and again, I wonder what would have happened had I leaned in.In September 2020, a package wrapped in brown paper arrived on my stoop. No postage.I took it inside and cut through the string. The paper came away like Christmas wrappings, shed around a polished mahogany box. The hinges creaked as I opened it, caked. I’d long since disabled the overhead light in the Land Rover’s passenger cabin, so when we carefully opened the doors, there was no splash of light to draw unwanted interest. We closed the doors softly. Our house was fairly high on a slope over the town, beyond which was an indifferently paved road. I left the engine off for now and let the Land Rover coast slowly downhill through uninhabited streets. We almost got all the way down to the road.Ahead of us was a large step van facing the same.