The longer I talked the madder she got. When I said I might as well go ... she turned sheet white."No!" She stamped her little foot."No?" I don't care...if you blow your money on some beatup old tugboat ... if you feel the need, I'm okay with it," she said. "I'm NOT okay with you going. This baby is due within the month and I won't have you leaving me ... holding the bag ... so to speak." I'm staying home, Eels," I said, "Tell me something, Eels?" What?" He was getting upset ... good sized tugs. Having experienced a very small section of the world in womanly form, I knew that I wanted more. How much more, I wasn't sure, but I figured that a little experimentation would take care of that. For some reason, I was aware that while I was a little shaken by my experience, the fear that I would have expected from trying it again was nowhere to be found. I was suddenly confident that the Indian woman who had appeared in my dream wanted me to have the earrings and use them any way I desired. I. " What about that cop guy she's dating?" Do you know that old saying, keep your friends close but keep yourenemies closer, well I think that applies here. Melissa always knows whento lay low and I think her dumb ass boy friend tips her off without evenknowing it. You know cops, they all know where the closest doughnut shopis but when it comes to girl friends they lose all sense of rationality,their prick thinks for them and they lose all sense of judgment." How do you know that about cops?" I'm. "Come on. Let's go and find a restaurant."Millie was very quiet as I drove back from Plymouth, and I didn't feel the urge to fill the silence with inane chatter. We got to Tavistock around ten-thirty and I stopped outside her flat. She sat quietly in her seat and looked towards the front door then turned to me."Can we be together tonight?" I leaned over and kissed her. "Are you sure?" Yes." She whispered. I went to get out of the car. "Not here, Greg. My place is so small with stuff all over.