And even during sex with her."Have you ever had any guy/guy experiences in speedos?"Alex's response was really interesting to me. He said he had never...had a gay experience and considers himself str8. It is just that speedos and sex go together for him. Confusingly, Alex said that he enjoys watching gay porn but only if it involves speedos and admits to reading my blog religiously and evening joining this site once a few years ago.Now it was time for me to turn up the heat."If you ever wanted a. I tried my hardest but felt the first shots coming. It seemed likeI must have filled her insides, but she kept right on working up and down,faster and faster, and then she began to moan saying, "Oh, Joan, yes, that'sit, Joan, I love you, Joan, you pretty little lady." Then she laid motionless upon me, I held her close. I saw the traces ofmy lipstick on her cheek, and then realized that was what I had seen awhileago on her neck. She had been kissed by another woman that night. Iwondered. ‘Hi. I thought I’d make you some eggs,’ she said, flashing her smile once again. That smile. The one she reserved for me. She had it right then. Just about everyone wants to feel attractive. It’s part of our DNA I think. But when the right person, that person you love shows up and makes it obvious that you are everything they want and need…that smile is what you see. It’s a combination of happy and love and desire and damn it I belong to you and you belong to me. It’s a self-satisfied little. Tia, unfortunately, didn't have any money. Her parents had barely been able to get her into college, and there was no telling how she'd be able to return for a second semester. Of course she was doing herself no favors as she spent the little money she had trying to impress Jacob, partying with him when she should be studying, and paying when he frequently forgot his wallet. The money her parents gave her was long gone and she'd almost maxed out the line of credit she'd gotten during.