“She’s was always worried about how Mac, or any of the guys actually, would take it if, somehow, one of us didn’t come back from a mission. So, ...he started the ‘Dead Girl Club’ by teaching some psychically gifted girls how to mind-link. To join the club, the girl had to promise that she would take care of any Femme’s life-mate if something happened to that Femme. When the last two discovered that the other members were all twins, they renamed themselves the Necrotwins!”“Until I found you. ...My trip to Lake Powell for a bucks/bachelor weekend was fantastic!Lake Powell is part of a hydro/irrigation scheme on the Colorado River and it is down on the Utah/Arizona border. I've never been down that way and the scenery was just awesome, the weather was perfect and I couldn't believe the water - fresh water that was clean and warm.... beats salt water any day.The boat was speedo friendly, and Kip and I weren't the only ones to wear speedos pretty much the entire time.Here are the. What’s up?’ ‘Nothing. Just wanted to say hi to my favorite hockey player.’ ‘Now that’s a way to start the morning. Okay, I’m buttered up. Why’d you really call?’ ‘Hey. That’s not fair.’ ‘I’m kidding, Ryan. Relax.’ He waited, there was something in her tone that made him think this was more than a ‘nothing’ call. ‘Okay. You’re right. I didn’t just call to say hi. I’m nervous about the show today and I can’t figure out what to do with myself.’ He considered his reply. ‘Well, I could offer a few. I thought them often. I said them in my mind when I looked at him sleeping next to me, when he cooked in our little kitchen, when he laughed. I thought of the words every single day but they refused to roll from my tongue. I tried to show him every day how I felt. I tried to convey it in every touch, in every word (all but those three he needed to hear) and in every thing I did. ‘I… I…’ I couldn’t even finish the sentence. He sighed and I heard the door close. He had left. I felt my eyes fill.