The women just kept coming up to me like I was some movie star giving me sexual cues and the like " I sucky and fucky you mister" one whispered. "I su...k you so good white man". I couldn't control myself anymore and I started chatting more openly with this woman called jia or was it ling ling. She was petite with b cup tits which absolutely got me hard. After talking for awhile on the street I asked her to my come to my hotel and just like that she agreed. I could not believe how easy it was.. I can't even make myself cheerful at the littlest things now. How was I going to maintain a happy relationship when I'm hell bent on giving myself nothing but punishment?It's so sad that I let someone break me like this. Causing my life to turn upside down and make me hate life as well as myself. I can't even believe in myself anymore. I've lost the desire to create and bring laughter to others. I can't bring myself to want anything, to hope or even love.I don't deserve love anyway, not even. My ears rang, fireworks exploded in my brain, and I was propelled to another plane of pleasure, a high I had never dreamt of. As she repeatedly squeezed and released my cock with her throat, my cock grew even harder, and my balls tightened against the bottom of my shaft, then started to throb as my cum welled up and blasted deep down her throat, glob after glob after glob shooting up into her. I was shattered by orgasm after orgasm as I came and came and came until my balls were drained. As. With one final tug she tied my corset off and came around to look at me. I looked into her face trying to detect approval or disappointment. All she gave away was a nod of what I took as approval. "Okay in the absence of breasts we need to give the appearance of something upstairs, how big would you like to be?" This was an easy question to answer "well I know daddy likes big tits, but he does like natural ones" as we looked at the fake plastic tits I knew I would never be able to satisfy.