I shouldn’t even be here. I’m going,’ I said. ‘Oh, don’t be dramatic. You know you can’t help being such a filthy little whore. You know y...u want my big, fat cock.’ I stopped at the door again, seized by deja vu and his vile words. My pussy throbbed with need. ‘Your ass still looks good. It will look better on my dick though, won’t it?’ His voice got closer. My hand trembled on the door knob, my heart pounding in my chest. How could I be so turned on? ‘Get over there and assume the position,. I made clanging noises like a drawbridge was going up. He gave me my laugh. After about ten minutes,Laura said, "I'm going to go upstairs for a minute. Keep an eye onhim." This was surprising. She didn't usually leave me alone with him."You sure?"She looked shocked. "Of course. Why not?" Nothing, nothing." After another minute of trains, Tucker got up andhanded me a book. Curious George. "Read!" he said."OK. Did you know this was my favorite book when I was little?"He sat down in my. Sarah asked. Sarah asked.Missy told Sarah her story, then Jude told her how she had come to be in the family. This led to a discussion of how each and every one of us had come to be in the family. Sarah was looking very interested as we told her most of the details.Sarah was looking wistfully at us as she said, {Missy, Jude, should we bring her into a family strength rapport?> I asked.{Let's do it, Mike, } Jude said.Missy, Jude and I were linked, and we slowly brought Sarah in. A look of peace. No more put-downs, no more bitchy London girls to set my evening into a rut. Knowing I had my little solace away from all this somehow made it all the more bearable. It was as I was leaving that night that one of the guys from work ran out of the pub and tapped me on the shoulder. ‘I nearly forgot mate,’ Grant stated as I lit up a cigarette, ‘This turned up on Wednesday and I forgot to pass it on. No idea what it is?’ He concluded, flipping the thin package between his hands. Grant was a good.