I sat next to you, constantly finding little ways to tease you and keep you on edge. I whispered in your ear, asking if we could go for a walk. We lef..., taking a couple beers each, and took a leisurely stroll around the campground. For some reason the campground was quiet today. We ended up walking through the trails the campground had cleared. We sat at a picnic table and had a pleasant conversation about our hobbies, goals, and generally getting to know each other. You leaned towards me and. . never..." Oh, come on, Stoney..." No, my little Jo. Nobody rocked me like you do." Stoney..." Johanna," I said softly, "I never loved anyone like I love you. Wanted to. Never did." What's that got to do with a physical act?" she asked."It starts in my head. And my heart. Head. You're bright and beautiful and everything I could dream about and then some. I run out of words." I'd told her this before, but at the time we weren't in bed together. "My heart. Never gonna be another, Johanna. Never.. And that night, I jerked off again just to see how great it felt when I thought about her from the start, and I woke up in the middle of the night thinking about her again.Now that I had accepted my i****tuous feelings, it was a new and exciting taboo that got me thinking about other ways to enhance this experience. I had never been interested in panties before but I’d seen it on movies and in porn so I thought I’d give it a try. It worked great because Bear often stole her dirty panties to eat. He’d seen the same kind of attitude in the Middle East, from both higher-level military and civilian officials sent to ‘rebuild’ the country. They all went in not understanding the region, not understanding the various mixes of cultures and religions, some of which coexisted very poorly together, then expected an easy transition to a functional democracy. It was almost laughable the way they were all surprised when everything went to shit ... or it would have been, if it hadn’t gotten so many.