. it may be a bit of both." I do not want both. I want you to love me for being me." I do love you. You know that." I do but you have to treat me like...a man."I looked at both women and said, "I avoided the commitment of marriage for a few reasons. My body was young but my mind was old enough to make commitments. I did not think I would change, and in a way I have not. I wanted to leave enough time for both of you to see what you were getting into. It looks like my love for two women may not. I headed back to the apartment, but couldn’t focus. Kate seemed to be having the same problem. I toughed it out until 8:00, then stood up.“What do you think, Katie? Want to go watch your sister work?”She jumped up so fast, I thought she might sprain something. We walked down to Johnny’s, because I anticipated that I would end up having a couple of drinks. Jess looked tense when we came in, and came racing over to greet us.“Did Judy call? Did we get the house?”I shook my head, “Haven’t heard. ............................Elsie checked on Ralph several more times... he was having a blast... She sat alone for a bit then returned to Mackay...---- My husband is drunk as a skunk Mackay... I am stuck here... I guess we will be taking a cab home... serves him right... he will have to cab it back in the morning... it-s going to cost him a pretty penny...--- In which direction do you live in Elsie...? I have a licence but no vehicle...Elsie told Mackay the area of the city she lived in... As. I looked at her, feeling confused.“After you left, I just laid there… I felt so guilty, but I didn’t want the feeling to stop”I cautiously took a step closer to her.“Didn’t your husband say anything when he woke up?”“Didn’t he ask you why you were on the bed with your shirt and bra missing?”“I told him I was drunk too and I’d taken my top off because it got wet” she replied, still not lifting her gaze.“He tried to make love with me” she added, somewhat surprisingly revealing such an intimate.