The blurring of the sexual lines has muddied thesituation further." I squirmed a bit, I was still a little amazed that Ihad given him such detail. He ...ontinued, "You are also confused by the conflicting signals Kevingives you as well. By your account, he is quite taken by you, cares foryou and is protective, yet when it came down to it, he rejected you." Inodded again. "Patricia" he said kindly, "you are finding yourself ina situation not much different than college girls - any girls or guys. Just trying to get to class." You doin' anything tonight?" she said chewing her gum like mad."I have some homework, but that won't take too long. Why?" Well I was wondering if you'd like to go out for pizza or something," she said, leaning against the lockers and giving me a good view of her cleavage."Sure," I said, reading her mind and liking what the something was. "How about right after school? I'll meet out by my Porsche, all right?" Right. That's a date," she said triumphantly. "Make sure. ”“I should say so, at the risk of being immodest.”“You’re a sight better formed than the lads ‘round here, I’m sure of that.”“Do you want to know my secret?”“Oh, yes...”“Vigourous exercise, avoiding shoes and confining clothes, and gratifying my lusts at least once a day.”“Gratifying your lusts?”“Yes, you see retaining emissions irritates the nerves and...”“Perhaps I could help you...”“I was hoping you’d say that.”She pulled up her skirts for me as I stood up out of the bath. I pressed her. It's such a relief to be talking to someone who's living things I've only imagined, with or without my hand in my skivvies.The minute I can breathe again, "Has anyone ever gotten it in without, you know, finishing first?" I can't believe that popped out, but what must it be like for a guy to watch Dawn take her clothes off for the first time, rub his hands over her voluptuous mounds and realize he's about to feel them squeezing him all the way to cloud nine? Premature sensory overload would be.