. and secretly, he was glad at least for that. Doctor Leduc had told him in Le Havre when they parted that he was still at loss, that Janet should con...inue with her daily treatments. Of course, they had only been in Paris one day and he had spent most of that at the Embassy, but already Janet had made up her mind not to carry on with her visits to the French physician. And she was not a person one could force into doing what she had set her mind against; he knew this from experience.Thank God,. I waited twenty minutes and tried again with the same result. Eventually I texted David and he quickly replied that they were on a stakeout and didn’t know when they’d be home. The best part of the text was when he added that he loved me. That still made me gooey inside.Mistress and David came home hours later. Mistress was really excited about her phone. She plugged it in and waited for it to power up then she called us both over so we could share anything she learned from the recording app. Come my darling slut, bed time for you. The workday tomorrow will feel alien enough without be exhausted.”The workday was hard, too. All day my mind kept being diverted. Sometimes to the weekend. Sometimes the offer Mr. R gave us which was amazing. But mostly to Cody. I missed him after only three days. Maybe it was the other dogs that kept reminding me. I am sure it will ease up as we do more of this, but right now I wanted to see Cody and have him inside me, again. All of his cock and. I’ve only just wanted him to understand me, my life, my emotions that I’ve lived a life that has had its trauma and drama. Yes I am emotional, passionate, sometimes fiery in nature, when it comes to him, I say what is inside of me always. I only want to love him and give him my all and I am only asking to be given love in return. I will be whatever he wants me to be because I’ve accepted, resigned myself to the fact that it’s all I can have out of this relationship, nothing more or nothing.