Any other witnesses would be taken and held and fed lots of cheap vodka.The “ZAP” meant that my guys would overwhelm cell towers in the area with ... computer-generated deluge of calls. It would not last long.Now all I had to do was get there without getting shot, or losing the SUV, or having an accident, or attracting the cops. The “trace” would also help with that. A few moments later our radio guy Angel was on my speaker, telling me where to turn to avoid LAPD roaming and stationary cars. This. " With a shaking hand I signed thecontract and passed it back to Fields. He smiled at me andwalked over to the table where the girls sat down too inorder to sign the contract for the room. Fields sat downand pulled a huge wad of banknotes from his case and handedit to Deborah. I stood there and felt like my life wasfalling away from me unable to believe what I was doing."Three months rent in advance, as discussed." He turned tome. "Come and kneel down here, that's right, next to mychair." I. "Well don't stand beside me, otherwise it would look gay" I tell him. The washroom in the snack bar has 10 urinals all along one wall. It is full so I wait for a guy to leave. Soon the 2nd one is unoccupied and I go there. Dale's turn is next when the guy on the far end leaves. The guy on my right at the 3rd urinal has a long cut cock. The guy at urinal #4, on his right says to him "you got one of them custom jobs".He laughs and so do I.When we stand in line for cokes, 2 girls, Jill and Ami are. I always think about the past. The good, the bad, and often times I think of the 'Do Overs'. What is a do over you are probably asking yourself? That's the part of your life you wish you could get back and do it over.We all have that in our lives. Whenever you look back and say, "I wish I could change that, or I wish that never happened," you are wishing for a 'Do over'. This 'do over' is about my own black experience.It goes back to the 1960's when I was a young man in my twenty's. I was in.