As I stood there, I felt a power course threw me. It felt electric. Ifelt destiny, and I could see in my mind's eye hundreds of thousands ofpeople sta...ding in rigid columns on the parade ground looking at me forleadership and salvation. I started speaking as forcefully as I could,"a new era of peace and prosperity is upon us. The dawn of the thousandyear Reich has begun. Sieg hail." then I stepped down.Dianna looked at me with awe even though I was only 12, but everyoneelse looked at me in. "Pete's hands flew out from his sides. "Fair? You're telling me about fair? Ha! There was no 'we' drawing lots. The producers told us they did. And we all believe them, don't we? Because the producers would never lie."No, not them. Not the same producers who fixed every contest so Pretty Boy would win. Not the producers who edit all the shows to make the audience hate the people they want them to hate."And since when are you such a stickler for the rules, Pretty Boy? You weren't so ethical when. Anji helped and Mum taught her some of her secrets. Her cheerful helpfulness impressed both my parents...Once Christmas was over, we were back in Sheffield. Anji started school at King Ted's, Felicity started treatments, a combination of radio- and chemo-therapy which really laid her low. Anji and I did all we could to tempt her appetite with easy to eat and digest meals. Theresa, my boss, was very good about giving me flexible hours and time off. Once the initial course was done, she picked up. On the way home amma asked me whom I loved the most. I replied ,”you amma”. The was the truth as my world revolved around amma. She smiled and said don’t tell anyone that I beat you in chacha’s room or else I will die. I promised and I kept my word. It was on that day at the age of eight years amma had introduced me to sexual intercourse. From that day it happened every day and soon I started participating actively. Though at that age I didn’t ejaculate but I got a wonderful sensation. Amma.