Sometimes even two at a time. He must have been giving them crazy time because she could remember them having stupid grins. She was trying to remember...the last time she really had good time in bed. Damn, last time with Rat was so bad! I mean he wasn't even able to... bah, just forget it. Hm, look at that. I can't believe it, he is checking me out. Well, I did put an effort and it would probably go to waste. Damn, that stocking is not in the right place! She leaned forward just to adjust. All my stuff was already in the master's cabin, but I wasn't sure about arrangements. Rachael solved it efficiently. "Sara's normally in the bow, right? Leah can sleep with her. The boys will do fine here in the salon. And I'll just bunk with you, if you don't mind?" Uh. Sure, Rachael," I said. "I, uh, guess so. If you're sure?" My problem was, Rachael is a stone fox and I hadn't been with a woman since Susan left us, over two years ago. I just hoped I'd behave myself and wouldn't do anything. I’ve come to see that you need someone to take control of your life. No one who would care for you, protect you, and cherish you more than me. I offer myself to you as your dominant.”“Ellen, it’s up to you,” Jan said. “Jake is an exceptional young man. I believe he is offering you what you need to lead a happy and satisfying life. Although he is ready now to assume this responsibility, I also see that in time he will become even more the man you need. If you accept his dominance over you and. " I told her honestly. "Are you?" I smiled.Mom turned and looked at me, and then a smile crept across her face. "At least we can share the same perspective." She said softly.The session steered away from that topic, and we spent the next time discussing how we both hated social situations, both preferring to be left alone."Two minutes, we need to wrap up." Mom said, glancing at the timer.There was something that had been eating at me to say, ever since our earlier discussion. But I needed to do.