‘If he checks out, and puts up the deposit money, sure why not?’ I asked. ‘Good I will have him call as soon as I talk to him again.,’ she ins...sted. It was obvious that she was trying to prove me wrong. I suppose that I hoped she was right. That is, if she really wanted to be miserable one day. Eddie the EMT was going to be like my ER intern. He just wanted me to do what he wanted. The intern just didn’t have to promise to marry me to get his prick up my ass. EMT Eddie called a half hour later.. "That's my sister there who's just come out and she's carrying her sister," I said indicating Angela.He glanced over and saw Mandy who was being mobbed by paramedics, "Alright go through but stay by the ambulance there."I thanked him and turned to Mandy's two friends to tell them to wait there, but found they had vanished. I wondered if they had already sneaked past while I was negotiating with the policeman. I went over to where the ambulances were one had taken off at speed up the road the. You have to relax more. Learn placidity from me. You rarely see me in a fury." No. You're my calming influence. I will need to do something." Perhaps. I'm not sure just what. Have you ever read anything about satori?" What?" Satori is a concept in Zen. It's the experience of kenshō, 'seeing into one's true nature.' My grandfather took time every day to look within. According to some authors, kenshō is a brief glimpse, while satori is considered to be a deeper spiritual experience. For others,. And they should be able to respond to difficult situations that may occur within the sacred grounds of the club.Called off or not ... the blaring siren over-rode the announcement ... the officers continued on to the house in time to see a body on a gurney being loaded in the back of the ambulance. The lights came on. The ambulance driver was pleased to have an escort. The police were NOT pleased that the van didn’t respond by stopping.Illiff to Evans to South Colorado, north on South Colorado.