’ all that crap. Backhanded-ass compliment, if you ask me.”I kept looking at her. I had no idea that she had these issues. She was so sexy to me. ... did not think of this.“So eventually, I said: ‘That’s some bullshit.’ I got a new glow. I had a new confidence to myself. I didn’t care what anybody said anymore. Eventually, I got the looks I wanted. Boys looked and said: ‘Ohhh…’ Including you, Shawn,” he said. I smiled sheepishly. She smiled.“But for a period of time, I wondered what they saw in. One decision I think I’ve made is if they come back with a diagnosis of Early Onset Dementia I’m pretty positive I’m going to go find my tree by the stream. I would rather kill myself in a place of my choosing while I still know my name than die surrounded by strangers sitting in a pile of my own shit. This process has been stripping me of everything. At least, it seems that way. I will not lose my dignity.My ancestors were known as the people of the trees. I can’t be buried among my people,. I couldnt even see my balls underneath the massive book that had just smashed into them. I started to fall to the floor, but my balls were trapped underneath the dictionary. As they tried to pull free from their tormenter, my balls pulled the dictionary with them, and as I collapsed to the floor, the dictionary came with me, landing on my nuts for a second time. As I groaned feebly, I heard the girls laughing at this. I saw them standing there giggling and furiously rubbing their bare pussies.. Eduardo made a clicking noise and the spreading stopped. Eduardo walked around behind her and then she heard his voice in her earpiece. She felt fingers playing with her pussy as the voice said "I have dreamed of fucking you just to make it hurt." He slipped two fingers in her pussy and swirled them around. He pulled them out and said "I'll leave that to others who are far bigger and crueller than I." As she heard him walk away he said "I'll be here in your head talking to you. Enjoy the.