If he told himself he was a virgin, it was like he'd never been abused. He'd spent years hiding from the pain. He'd spent years talking to girls in ho...es of finding someone who would love him. In hopes that someone would love him. Now he'd found the girl, and he'd ruined it. This thought filled him with such rage. He needed love. He needed someone. He needed to be hugged and kissed and held. And he needed to fufill the animal desire he felt deep down. CHAPTER 4"Yes Brad! Ugh ugh ahhh yes! Don't. Still, seeing what was essentially the footprint of the house in person, was much different than just looking at the blueprints. While it was clear the house would be fairly massive in size, seeing the giant hole in the ground brought home how big this thing would be.I had a moment of embarrassment, if only internally, as I considered how absurd it was that my new house was going to be so huge. But it was only a moment, since I also realized just how many people would be living there every day,. " Corey muttered as he stood up and paced. Finally he sat back down and spoke to Cindy."It still doesn't all add up, doesn't balance. There's a few more factors at work here. For instance, I think you want me to hurt Amanda. I think there's a part of you that gets turned on by that. Maybe you want to hurt her yourself. Maybe you want me to hurt you too." Okay." Cindy said after a pause. "I guess I have to agree with that. I admitted to it last night after we hurt Amanda. I don't tend to feel. ?Screen Nikky: . . . good for me.Male Voice: And therefore, your stepfather touching you is . . . ?Screen Nikky [chewing her lip]: . . . nn.Male Voice: I’m sorry?Screen Nikky [struggling]: N-n-n-o-o-o . . .[The visor flashes several times. With each jerk, SCREEN NIKKY twitches and takes short, sharp breaths.]Screen Nikky: Uhhhh.Male Voice: Nikky. When your stepfather touched you, you felt horny. Feeling horny is good. Anything that makes you feel good is good for you. Correct?Screen Nikky.