I promised the girls I'd look them up ifI ever came back this way. I was lucky in that there was a gun show inIndianapolis starting the next day, Frid...y, May 25th. I spent the nightin a sleeping bag in the bed of the truck, parked in a State park.It felt just like home. I was heart sick when I woke up, rememberingwhere I was.Selling at the gun show was ridiculously easy. Just walk around withthe rifle on your shoulder, a "For Sale" sign in the muzzle. I couldhave gotten rid of my entire. The skirt is removed and tossed into the maybe pile.Slowly the door to the changing room opens. Quietly aman enters and shuts the door behind him. Suddenly anarm wraps around your waist and a hand covers yourmouth. “Shhhh,” the voice whispers in your ear. “Relax.I am not going to hurt you. I’ve been watching youthrough the hole in the wall and you and I are going tohave a little fun. Are you going to keep quiet?”Eyes wide you nod your head up and down. A muffled. Some people have regretsafter this is done."I was swinging my feet under my chair, "Why? Isn't this what theywanted? Didn't they go through all the tests that I did with thepsychologists?" Well, sure. But, sweetie, there is such a thing as buyers remorse.And, as my uncle always told me, you need to 'keep your eye on the prize'in life."I could feel my little brow furrow. "How does that expression apply tothe other people?" As my uncle explained it, most people take that phrase to mean. Fir Rafiq bhai ne kaha ki chalo koi bat nahi tum log yaha ruk sakte ho 4 month ke liye,uske bad shadi kar lena .Maine unhe thanks kaha aur Sahil ko dekh ke ek halki si smile di aur usne bhi reply me mujhe smile di. Us night me mai dinner ke bad apne room me aram karne ke liye chali gayi, thode der bad kisi ne nock kiya door pe , maine jab door open kiya to sahil tha .Maine kaha ki ho gai baat tumhari Rafiq bro se , aao baitho , uske bad maine usse kaha ki kya kaha tumhare bhai ne to usne kaha.