He did it slowly letting me feel what was happening. I could tell from the first light pressure that what was about to happen inside me would be more ...ntense than anything I'd ever imagined. I had no will power to ask him to stop. I had no desire to ask him to stop. At some point I lost my mind to indescribable pleasure. I didn't lose consciousness, but I had no ability to think. I do remember the unbearable pleasure. Naturally I orgasmed. It went beyond that. My first ever orgasm was simply a. Apparently reality was slightly different it was still a good life warm most of the year, help with chores, other white families close and the other wifes happy to accept Madge as one of they own. drunken Saturdays nights with the gang were the highlight and flirting with the neighbours the done thing. Kenyan police not that bothered about drunk driving, more likely to kill yourself I guess. However the boys apparently had a monthly game of poker where the white farmers not only played cards. Beth was relieved that she hadn't had to tell too many lies to cover her shame, grateful that Matt didn't seem too bothered about her absence, seemingly accepting the story of a business course. That was the good side. On the bad she was still troubled by the flashbacks, troubled also that she could feel shame and disgust with herself for what happened, and at the same time feel the warmth in her loins, as the scenes played out in her mind.She thought she had been in the house for three days.. We met a few people we walked around and looked and we saw several rooms with females strung up naked and being whipped. Other room was a guy and girl bound up and being used by a female dome. As we walked a woman walked to us and said you must be Nubia and we said yes we are but some interest. She said who is sub and who Si Dom. Wife said she was sub and hubby was dominate. She looked at me and said interested in giving it a try. I looked at hubby and said well? I said up to,u . She turned.