I was confused. I wanted to hate her for fucking around on me but I just couldn’t bring myself to do that. On the other hand I wanted to take her i... my arms and hold her. I wanted to kiss her and just love her like days of old. I felt my heart going out to her, as she stood there unbelieving that I was there in front of her. ‘Ben? Is that you? You look different, bigger.’ ‘Oh, I have been sort of working out after work the last few months.’ ‘Well, uh…so…how has work been?’ ‘Sarah, I came here. " He hugged the pillow tighter to his lap."I've seen it before. I've even touched it. Don't you remember?" I remember. I was there." Then what's the problem?"He shook his head. "It just feels strange to expose myself to my sister."She reached for the pillow."I'm not gonna do anything. I just wanna look at it."He let go of the pillow. She pulled it away and his penis jumped up, startling her."My god. It's so big," she said in a low voice.She tingled all over. It was as if she had never seen it. "Her teary eyes finally lifted to mine and I continued, "You never had love, and I had love and was found wanting. Who should feel the worst? Life sometimes doesn't work out as planned. My consultant contracts that I take are not for the money; they remove some of the loneliness from my life. My meals with you have been wonderful for me. I don't want anything more than what you want... so don't be embarrassed and don't stop our dinners because of ancient history."She wiped a tear from her eye. “Oh my god, Jeffrey, there couldn’t possibly be a happier girl alive!” my sister proclaimed.A smile slid across my face. “I’m happy to hear it, s*s.”“You were our first call when we found out. She wanted you to know so badly, she wanted you to be proud of her!!”A faint sense of tears formed in my eyes at her words. “I’m so happy. And I’m so incredibly proud of her!”“Ok, I’m gonna call Mom to let her know. We will talk again very soon to make plans.” Her words were so earnest. “You’ve.