.in the other room my pink dildo on my chair my porn vids on pause, i was humping on it just before he knocked on my doormy small cute panty under my ...weat pants and my cute sport bra hidden under my hoodie , could be ....found out about , I felt dizzy listening to him''do you want a coffee?''''oh , yes sure ''he close the door and removed his bootsi was feeling like i could be taken by him at any time and woudnt be able to stop him if he found out...i made him cofee as he went to the. Before I head back out I change into some swim shorts. I come out to the patio with a tray of margaritas barefoot and shirtless. Just wearing swim shorts. I’m 5’10” 170 lbs . A Full beard , trimmed and well groomed, hairy chest, Green eyes, and muscular. All the girls are in the hot tub already. Giggles and talking really loud tells me everyone is feeling amazing, and having a great time. As I approach Amy starts cat calling aimed towards me. saying “ wooooo finally the shirt comes off “. On impulse, with no previous thought, I said: "That is impressive, have you ever used it on a man?" He put my hand on it and replied: "Yes I have, do you want me to fuck you?" Nearly breathless, I told him that I would like that but that I had never been fucked before. He assured me that he would handle it.Jamal told me that he had to go to his room and take care of some business details, but that he would love to come back in 2 hours. He suggested I go to the Dollar General down the street and. Had plenty of extra ammunition in the wank-bank. Why was he thinking like this? When did he become a complete arsehole? Yeah, he had felt a surge of confidence when he shared that moment with her. But this was not him. Never. Nights passed. Mornings where his sock draw diminished rapidly. Should've gone to the shop. Tissues weren't that expensive... He was where he started. He hadn't been successful. She wasn't even in the coffee shop. With a mate, nothing. Lost. A memory. Just like.