" My face flushes, "yes mom" I say, "I want the appointment" I stare down at the floor, embarrassed. "Ok" she says, "tomorrow after school, the usual ...ive o'clock, ill drop you off"Once every six months I would receive a very special physical examination from Dr White. I had started getting these exams when I was twelve years old. I was now fourteen, and the exams had changed a lot from when I first started receiving them. What would occur during my check-ups was a secret between my mother and. That day I'd had a light day and was dressed for it. I walked up to the door, and knocked. She answered the door wearing the tightest pair of jeans I think I've ever seen and just the lightest of tee-shirts over the top. I know she was aware that I was staring, but she made nothing of it. She breezed around the 100-year-old house showing me everything I asked to see. Normally, these visits include the basement to see the utilities, a quick look around the first floor to see if there are any. It took a while, but I finally got the robe off her and was doing the fore play stuff sucking her nice tits and kissing her. I began to move down from her tits and was kissing her belly, then tried to move to eat her pussy. She was having none of it and I could smell that she was not “fresh” . Alarm bells are ringing in my head and decided she was not dressed because someone had just fucked her. The aroma of her cunt was another sign. Finally, I relented and just eased my cock into her. I am. . but I guess I was just scared... scared of giving myself after... after your father." That must have been a pretty bad scene," Lani said compassionately, becoming aware for the first time of the tremendous burden her mother had carried for so long."It was... " Ann admitted. "It was more than bad. It was hell. Sometimes I almost went mad, crazy. I can see it now, and it was silly. It's all been a terribly neurotic, sinful waste. When I think of all those years..."It was Lani's turn to comfort.