....omg Trisha no no no no no I thought keep ittogether....you came this far...it's fun.. right? did you want to gothrough life never feeling this? ...ll the wrong questions....I washyperventilating a little behind the door, now half open...starting tohave a very unexpected and sudden battle with self-doubt and the mostawful of sissy feelings - self-loathing - ....turning into a panicattack....what do I do?"Trisha?" He must be watching the door, wondering why I'm not comingout. I closed my. So one night, in the summer, I went to grab a drink in the middle of the night and saw that he fell asleep on the couch completely naked. Then it hit me...I could trade sex for my rent!So I took my boxers off and walked over to him. His cock was as big as mine, cut, and he was completely hairless. I laid on the couch with him as if we were blowing each other. Then I carefully picked up his cock and took him into my mouth. As I sucked on him, still asleep, his cock got harder and harder and. The Boys arrived at 6 pm, right off the bat we started to feed drink after drink to Jill so she would be loose and up to some kinky shit..The boy name was Jack( not a real person) Learn that he has smoke some before arriving. )..30 minutes into the party, I sat in my lazy boy it was facing the couch so I got a good view of the action. Gary and Jill were sitting next to each other in the center of the couch. Jill as planned wore a robe with nothing under it Gary being the man he is wore nothing. She moved a little towards me. I took the hint and held her by her waist. Man!! I was so fond of that sexy, slim waist.I started caressing her waist over her top. She rested her head on my shoulder. I knew she wanted it too because we had been in that kind of situation countless times and that turned me on even more.I slid my hand under her top and started touching her waist. My ex-girlfriend let out a soft moan and pressed her body against mine. It was all getting heated up, the secluded.