I was able to get it for a good price. It took me a minute to realize what he was saying. I asked my mom if I could go to his house for the weekend. W...ll, mom said. Kevin interrupted by saying, I wanted to go to Steve's house. Mom said, I guess you can. But do what Jerry says. Smiling to myself I thought, that's what I've been doing. Heading to his house, Jerry pulled his hand on my crotch and squeezed. He asked, how's this feeling. Spreading my legs I said, it feels better now you're here.. After stumbling down to the beach, I quickly pulled off my tight white t-shirt and hot pants to reveal a stunning pale pink Burberry bikini. Greg, Tom and I walked down to the shore, and I slowly pulled off my bikini top. Both of these virgin 15 year olds had never seen a girl topless in the sea before, and I could tell both of them were really enjoying the sight, so I thought I’d play up to them a bit, and started slowly untying the strings on my bikini bottoms, when Greg came up to me, and. As I walked back over to Sarah's table I could not help but walk in avery feminine way as the robe against my skin made me feel like I wasreally getting ready to become the bride-to-be.Sarah had me sit down at her styling station and as I looked around I sawthe wig that was going to be in my picture. It was a long auburn wig thatperfectly matched the color of my real hair. I thought that was going tobe a nice touch in that it would really look like I had my own hair inthe pictures. "I take it. In the end shesaw me off at Lincoln station, waving as the train clattered northwards,leaving me with throat closed and eyes stinging as she vanished fromview. Part of me imagined it would just be easier to keep moving, tokeep going North until my money ran out, in Shetland somewhere, where Icould try another start. Could I really do that to myself and to Olivia?Instead I sat on the train, stared from the window and tried to findsome excitement to be heading back North - home. In many ways I.