. NOW Joel! Fuck me hard Joel. Don't stopJoel! More! More! Oh God, Joel!!!"***************************************She is fucking unreal. I have nev...r had anyone like her. She is soenthusiastic, so... so hot.**************************************H'm, this boy has potential. He's already climaxed. Let's see howquickly he can recover. I may have to suck him up a bit... that shouldbe fun...it'll blow him out of his mind. He's young, not yet jaded andshould be good for more fun. I just hope. I was a dumb k** and I didn't care about right or wrong, I just wanted to see everything and experience watching it and cumming to it. Needless to say, it made me a fucking deviant pervert in the long run.I had sex with a tranny escort first when I was 27. As soon as i walked into the house, she french kissed me. It was strange but wonderful. She was taller and bigger framed than me. I felt like there was a big man or an amazon woman holding my head and forcing her tongue down my throat. . We have had a very exciting sex life where we have tried a lot of things including exhibitionism as well as having a 3rd person in the room to film us while we were having sex, having a stranger see her on chat naked without her face etc. The only problem was that she was always money minded and materialistic, my salary is also very good but her demands are more, so she started doing a job as a manager in a large trading company.She used to make a good 20k per month there in operations and. I’d wanted her gone, so what the hell is the matter with me. Lonely. Yeah, lonely. She’d been here for eight months, and she’d become a part of my life, no matter the terrible time the eight months had been. Now, even though I am glad she’s gone away, I miss, not her, but her presence in the place. That house filling presence. The little comforts among the horrid fights. No question, I’m lonely. But I’ll get over it. I walk through the vast loft, or at least it seems so to me this morning, to.