I hurried home, and after a quick supper, I asked Tracey if she would drop me off at the hospital. She gave me a curious look, but didn't ask me why I...wanted to go, simply reaching for her coat and keys. I gave her an appreciative smile. I was too keyed up to talk about it. I just told Tracey that I had to be at the hospital before 7:00, and she dropped me off with time to spare. I was sitting on the hood of Missy's car at 7 waiting. Missy volunteered at the hospital until 7:00 on Wednesdays,. After five days of one-sided banter I found myself contemplating another strategy. "I'm gonna join the Crew!" I said with a smile."You wanna join Erin's crew...why?" Mouse asked. "To get close to her and win her over man." "And how do you plan to do that my good sir." he asked. "Phase one, I steal her truck." "I'd like to see you try, they never leave it unguarded for long." "Yeah that would be a problem if I didn't already do it." I said handing him my iPhone. On the screen was a snapshot of. Across from me she'll think I'm rude for staring, and next to me I won't be able to see them."When they reached our table Candy said:"We've seen you in here so often that we ought to know you and it doesn't look like you'll get seated anytime soon, so why don't you join us?"They accepted and introduced themselves as Fran and Joe. Following the introductions we got down to exchanging information; Fran was in real estate and Joe was a mechanic for the local Ford dealer. Immediately a friendly. I looked up at Sandra and immediately noticed she had tears running down her cheeks as she lovingly played the music she was so proud of. I looked at Jimmy standing in the shadows and he had tears running down his cheeks too. I knew then it wasn't just the music but the loving way it was played by a person who loved to play it. I now realized what Sandra meant with what she said about the violin. She knew how to play it in her head without any sheet music to guide her. Right then I made up my.