Actually I think it is really a bit of both. If no one was there I was going to hit and kick the heavy bag James had set up until my hands and feet we...e bleeding. If someone was there I really would have to watch myself. I wanted to hurt someone, strangely enough I also wanted to be hurt. There was a part of me that even wanted to die.I felt dirty. It was even worse than waking up the day after Daddy had beaten me. I really didn't understand why I should feel that way but I did. I hit the door. Then the soft flesh at the base of my back came into view at the bottom of the bustier and I heard him let out an extremely satisfied deep sigh as view of my bum cheeks came into view held together only by the thin black leather material of the thong winding its way down between the crease of my generous soft and shapely bum cheeks. With a sweet smile I released the gown completely and my full body dressed in the back leather stood before him. I still had my back to him and was looking over. Alot of the guys talked to me and was amazed that she and I came together yet we were separated. It was a weird time but yet fun as well. I walked around alot talking, dancing with some sweet young girls and was having a fine time myself. A guy came up to me and said "Hey we know you two are married yet apart so if i made out with your wife would that be okay with you"....I thought and said "Well since it is that way sure why not." He left me and walked up to my wife took her hand and led her. In the meantime Natasha was pulling down my pants. It didn’t take her long to free my rock-hard prick from my underpants and she began to slowly jack me off.All of a sudden the women changed places: Natasha cuddled up to me on the couch an started frenching me, while Charlene got on her knees in front of me, bent over my crotch and began to blow me. While doing so, she rubbed my legs with her tits, which was an awesome feeling. In the meantime, I was playing with Natasha’s tits again with my.