‘Fuck,’ sighed Trudy, her voice barely a whisper, as her legs trembled.‘You didn’t just make a sound, did you?’ queried Eddie. Trudy quickly...shook her head and Eddie smirked. ‘Mmm, I think you might have but I’ll let you off just this once. Now, I need you to lay back on the bed,’ he instructed, assisting her. Eddie removed the rest of his clothes and then took a moment to gaze down at his girlfriend; blindfolded, shaking with desire and blessed with a sharp, playful mind and a body he wanted. Also the movie won an Academy Award.As the old saying goes, "My shit didn't stink." I was signed to a five book deal for an advance of about $3,000,000 with the movie rights selling for even more, including a percentage of the box office.I was rolling in clover. Yep, I was a happy camper. And in pretty good shape plus I hadn't broke any mirrors lately. I always said looks weren't everything but it didn't hurt to be widely acclaimed as ruggedly handsome and 6'2". So said my P.R. lady anyway.My. Me: it’s okay buddy, but whose that friend? Boyfriend?? :pShe: :D no man.. just ma school friend. so whats up? what you doing?Me: just thinking of the afternoon’s incident…..She: ah! so you did that deliberately eh!!Me: wt would u say, if I say I did that consciously??She: I would thank you n might have asked you for more.!!Me: ah really! If I had knew dis, I would have given you more.. :pShe: so you did it consciously!! so whats d matter with you Rahul? B-)Me: nothing buddy, I had an eye on. Losing a son/brother does that to you. At first Me cried a lot. Cha meditated more than ever. I went out back to scream and throw stuff and play in the dirt, climb the persimmon tree. Eventually we got past that. Except for my relationship with the persimmons tree, that is.Now Me and me spend Sunday morning in the kitchen. We close the door to the living room, 'cause Cha's incense makes me sneeze. Me unbraids my pigtail, washes my hair in the kitchen sink, dries it and combs it and re-braids.