..At the age of 13 me and my cousin, both males, had found one of my brothers porn magazines. We both got horny, and of course being young it was kind...of new to us. Neither of us had masturbated before and when we got hard we both got out our cocks. Mine was the average 4-6 inches, but his was well below average, Maybe even less than an inch.I led down on a bed on my stomach looking through the pages, while moving around on the bed I had been rubbing my cock against it and it was starting to. .. Jerry?" Yeah mom I do." So I stood there not saying a word."Well?" I realized she also wanted me to explain why her bra was in my drawer."Why is it so damp Jerry?" I was holding it ... Mom." I believe that Jerry, that you were holding it, as it would be so easy to wipe up the mess after you came into it ... Right?"Bob Dylan's song, "My back pages." comes to mind as he speaks of crimson flames and I am telling you said flames were licking at my pride and my face was red."Yes mom, you are. I saw plenty of her pics there and came to know about her hobbies,interests,likings, work,family etc etc. She also sent her words of appreciation after seeing my pics and knowing about my work profile.After sometime I was in Pune(she did her MBA from Pune itself) and she was working in insurance sector( mid level )at her home town agra. We were in regular touch through mails, SMS and talks. We both developed a good bonding in no time. I was really impressed with her clear thoughts,articulate. The constant female hormones had their effect on my genitals also, my underdeveloped penis became even smaller and the testicles shrank and became so soft as to seem to have vanished. The morning hard-on I had become accustomed to also disappeared, in fact, by Christmas of that first year I could no longer get hard at all. The friction I had used to jerk-off now produced a warm feeling all over with hot points at groin and nipples, lips and earlobes. It takes longer to achieve release but when.