It's that I could see what appeared to be a tunnel behind and ahead of me with no noticeable changes along the way. Don't get me wrong, I have many wo...derful things like a wife, kids, a beautiful home and a good job. The problem is that I feel like I'm somehow all alone even if that's only in my head. I thought that having all of those things would make me happy but the reality is that if you aren't really connecting with your spouse or partner, it all feels pointless.My wife and I originally. " I picked up the phone and to my surprise was able to muster a slightly husky, "Hi, Todd." Before I realized what I was saying, I blurted out, "I was just thinking about you." Yeah, well that's the problem, Jodi. I couldn't stop thinking about you and that kiss; and I can't go to sleep without talking to you again." My heart was beating a mile a minute; I could feel my face blush; and I was getting an erection just thinking about Todd and the evening and the kiss. Incredible thoughts. I can't. He caught me by surprise by pulling off my shorts unexpectedly leaving me half naked he put his hands under my shirt and grabbed my firm breast. With no thought he slid into me, it was painful due to his length and the lack of wetness. He went slowly and I felt every part of him inside me I’ve never felt it this way before. He continued to go slowly and he held me gently kissing me and telling me to relax. I got so wet then. “We’re just beginning” he whispered on my neck. He wanted me to enjoy. ... ohhhh yes!" "Take it bitch.... yeh cunt... take it all yes!" he returned.She began to orgasm again and he kept fucking her, forcing her on to another orgasm and yet a third. She moaned and cried out, her body heaving and writhing and thrashing joyously under his. Now he wanted her for his own pleasure. He jerked out of her and fucked her again,this time lying on his side and thrusting quickly into her from behind, lifting one of her legs high in his hand. He fucked her rapidly, one hand on.