I can’t remember another time when I was so turned on.’ Feeling encouraged, but far from content, she continued with, ‘It’s just that you see... hesitant to initiate…’ after a thoughtful pause, she bluntly said, ‘sex. We seem to have a good thing going here. I like being with you, Holder…But I feel like you’re afraid of something. Is it Butch? Because, if you think what he did has affected my psyche and you’re trying to be sensitive to some assumed fear I may have, you can stop now. I’ll let you. ” Of course he wanted this, but then again…pain…torture…those fearsome tools…For years he fantasized about Dominant Women. Something about submitting to a strong Lady appealed to him. He remembered the exact moment in time he discovered this. Many years earlier, an eon ago, he was perusing comic books in a store. One cover caught his eye- a man was tied to a water wheel being turned into a pool of water by a laughing villainess dressed in a leather outfit. A sexual thrill had shot through. "Hang on. I want say a quick prayer." We all stopped and I offered both the woman my hands and they took them and Ashlee said a quick prayer. "Lord, you have gotten us this far, we now ask you to guide us through the next few days as we as your new creations trek into my parent's house. May our words and deeds be pleasing in your sight. May we show them your love you have for them so that they may be swayed to follow you. Thank you Lord. Amen."Brenda and I both said 'Amen.' then we got out of. I said, "Okay I'll be here" while in the back of my mind I was thinking that I could stall her till about 8:30, which should be around halftime of the first game. Then I could make love to Lisa and get back to the game and only have missed a little of the second half. As I started back to the family room to watch my game I looked back at Lisa as she let her robe drop to the floor. Looking at her I realized that I hadn't seen her naked, with the lights on, in maybe two years. I was amazed at how.