I was beginning to wonder if he got off on demeaning his girls. “I don’t like these questions.”“Why?” His finger toyed with the rim of his p...ate. “Is it because they bring you back down to Earth?”“If you’re asking if this is how I wanted to end up, the answer would be no. Definitely not. I look down on women who do this, and now I look down on myself even more.” He opened his mouth to speak but now the floodgates were opened and I couldn’t stop. “And I find the men who go out and so called. Did" I manage between breaths finding it strange myself after what's just happened I can't stop laughing, but as they say you either laugh or you cry and I have been crying enough lately come to think of it who are they?The strange though slows my giggling as I climb from the sofa a sob following the last giggle as I accidentally press against my bum "Can I have a shower?" I ask sitting on my knees on the floor"A salt water bath would be better" Jim replies not looking at me as I crawl the. I was kind of shock so I could react but also thought it is wrong. So I stopped her saying its wrong and we can’t do, but she wanted to and she seem pretty horny. She didn’t even let complete my sentence, she was kissing me madly. I was getting hard to but my sane mind was controlling since I was virgin, I thought this is wrong also had the fear of getting caught. Her tongue was playing with mine and she was sucking me furiously. Her other hand went to my dick and she started to caress it. I. I do understand what is meant by damned if I do or damned if I don't. Shit, I'm old enough to know better, no matter what I do. I do truly love this girl but this simple fact certainly does not rule my reactions. There has to be a little more than immature emotions before you turn your complete life around and you put yourself into the position of losing everything you possess, love or cherish. I'm a respected member of the local community and that respect would definitely be lost. Gail would.