I finally saw this as a chance toopen up about my secret. I made them swear to never talk about what I wasgoing to tell them. They both promised that ...t would remain a secret aslong as I wanted it to be."I'm not gay girls, while I'm attracted to men more than girls, it'sbecause I have always felt that I was a girl. I'm transgendered but havenever had the courage to come out and live as a women," I told them.They laughed and they said they knew there was something about me that theyloved. Renee. I talk of other things for a time, and he is calmer. I think I must try not to speak much of humans with him if he comes again.But I may speak of Acou to the humans. Later when I am with Maggie I tell her of his visit. She is happy that my father is near and comes to speak with me. She asks will he come and be with me and Kitik. I tell her no and begin to say what happens in his shadow.I say only a little when she stops me to ask many questions. Where is this, she asks. I say it is in another. As I said we were in the army together, in the same battalion, slept together in the same bungalow even in the same tent, still hung out together on weekend pass, dated the same girls, shared them on some evenings but never together in a bed.Then about twenty years after the army and having drifted apart from each other, each in our own direction, me getting married, divorced and married again, he suddenly pitches up out of the blue on my doorstep for a surprise visit.Now I must be the first to. The hairs added to the attraction. It was a similar one Adam had but without any hair.He pees with that thing. This one is bigger. Very much bigger and brighter. Clean and is not dirty as Adam's thing. And that fruit like thing on top? She has never seen any such fruit on Adam's.She shyly extended her hand, touched the tip of the fruit and asked,"What is it?"Satan shivered at the touch of her petal soft fingers. He was thrown by the change of topics. "Ah... Its..."Eve smiled and said.