What if someone I knew saw me? The moment of greatest fear, whenI had come within a breath of saying "Waterloo," was soon after I saidno, when we rea...hed my car in the parking lot. She told me not to driveaway, and proceeded to punish me for losing my nerve at the makeupcounter by calling me a wuss and worse names and forcing me put on theEstee Lauder Rich Berry lipstick we had bought. Then, right there inthe car, in the parking lot, with flaming lips and burning face, whensomeone could have. "Crying won't do any good... not after that cute little stunt you just pulled!"He grabbed her by the waist, shoving her roughly ahead of him, back down on the hay pile. Her eyes darted toward the pitchfork, and for a moment she considered leaping for it and stabbing this vile man right where it hurt. But if she wasn't faster than he this time... God only knew what he'd do to her then. Stab her? Slit her throat? No, better to take the passive route, crooked and threatening as it was.Timidly,. I noticed that he pumped me harder when he was sucking my toes and when he took all of my toes in his mouth he rammed in me so hard I had to tell him to slow down because it was hurting. He apologized and slowed down and went right back to sucking my toes. As weird as t sounds I started getting into having my toes licked and sucked. I watched Gavin closely. Doing it to my feet was an obvious turn on for him and as I watched and relaxed I started getting turned on by it too. I worked my. As for Malu, I had not raised this issue with her yet.You may ask yourselves, how is it possible to have a mistress, so to speak, and be very well with your partner or love her more? I am one of those who think that you can love more than one person at a time, at that time I loved my wife and at that time Malu was something new, the morbid youth, the tender, the forbidden, simple and purely carnal and I loved her and I will always love her maybe not as much as my wife at that time, nor as many.