He then tells me that I should do what feels right at that moment, so I lean my head on his lap and close my eyes, soaking up the feeling of being own...d and controlled.We watch some TV together, me on the floor at his feet and him stroking my hair and now and then calling me a good girl, and telling me his future plans for me if I conform to what he wants. He tells me to get ready for bed and that I should wear what he has laid on the bed for me. I do this and wait on the bed like he told me. I even started to watch lesbian porn at home and looked for pictures and movies with small black-haired women that looked like Sis. It got worse after two or three weeks when I stopped picturing her with friends and started picturing her with me. Every time she touched me, I felt tingles through my body, and my heart fluttered whenever she walked in the room. Eventually, I stopped kidding myself, and at night I imagined her kissing me and stroking me as I rubbed myself to orgasm. It was her. " Except that Richard Travers was?" He was ... Once they got married he just seemed to start ignoring Alice, and then ... You know when a guy's looking at you. I pretended like it wasn't happening, but then I fell pregnant with you not long after Alice fell pregnant with Marcus. He wouldn't look at either of us for the whole time."Then you were born, and things changed again. Alice seemed to fold in on herself. She just shut the world out. That's when Nick came back from Germany, and...". ” April curled her lip in an attempt to show amusement. Going through this effort helped her decide, somehow, that she was amused. Yes, she should be amused. She held up the glossy pair of black trousers. “I take it this isn’t real leather or something?” “Oh god no, it’s PVC. Your own pair of vinyl pants.” April suddenly exploded with laughter. “Oh, goodness! I hope you’re not planning on dragging me to some rock concert or a nightclub. You know that’s not my thing.” Larry produced a look of.