As the days edged closer to thepageant itself, I became edgy and unsure of myself, yet, when Gordietook me out the second time, I felt very at ease wi...h myself, more whenhe kissed me again.Unknown to me, mom had made arrangements for me at her beauty shop, andon the morning of the pageant I found myself once again in the stylistchair. I was in the salon for almost four hours and was thrilled tolearn that almost every inch of my skin was going to be waxed to removethe hair, my nails done, with. Helton, your wish has already come true ... Joe has a suite reserved for us, Ginger, Gail, and him. We’ll have our own room with our own bed.”“What would you do if Ginger and Gail wanted to get in bed with us, after they fuck Joe to sleep?”“Better yet, Mrs. Helton - what would you do?”“I think I’d love getting my face between both those girl’s titties.”“Is that all?”“Would you be shocked if I want to get some pussy too?”“Would you be shocked if I got some of your pussy while you get some from. I snorted to myself. Right. Like I'd really let fairy shit like that happen! Well, showtime's over. Time to ditch the daze screen! "What you starin' at for, huh?" I snapped at his sudden sheepishlook. "Er, no, I was just--just checking out your--your hair," he said,picking at my short brown locks. "There. No more confetti, see?" I shrugged and looked at the neatly hung girls' dancing costume inall its intricate embroidery and tassels. It was pretty artwork in its ownright and there was no. It was so real to me I felt I could almost reach out and touch it. It was a blue lake and there were catfish swimming around the bottom just waiting for me to catch them.It was a great vision all right. Then I thought of how I could build a lake like what I imagined all by myself if Pa would let me. I went to him just a little afraid he would laugh at me or somehow belittle my great vision. Pa had never laughed or ridiculed me before, but you know how it is with a teenager."Pa, would you let me.