I mean I want to be me and explore my sexuality my identity what makes me the sexual deviant that is not allowed in me. I am basically a male and want...ng to be a female. This is my great struggle to living the life I want and is a secret I keep from my family.In my faith being a boy that wants to be a girl is not accepted. I am a guy who wants to be a girl. I just like to wear women’s dresses I use to wear them and loved wearing Mendhi (Henna) made me feel feminine. I was told that it is wrong. I kissed again. I was commenting on her body and she was like… “Aaaaaa” really, I was making sure she would get aroused to the utmost before I start other things, Then I was running my hands on her pussy and she said “Stop It”, You fucking cunt and start doing what you were meant to do.I was busy appreciating how beautiful her flower was and then she pulled me towards her and kissed me again. I started running my tongue on her vagina, I lifted it’s left lip and started licking it and then her. I guess this would explain my mood as I drove out of town for spring break. I was going home mostly because I didn’t have the money to go on a trip (not that any of my friends did either…I’m pretty sure most students take loans to go on those big spring break trips, which I think is kind of dumb). When I got home and checked my phone (I never look at it while I drive) I had a number of messages. One from my parents telling me that they decided to go visit my grandma for the weekend, and I’ll. Tommy, bro hows it? Uhh, Good. Dont really got anything planned since its Friday, no meeting for our study group. You? We need someone to drive us for a pickup. Can you give us a ride? Never shunning my boy Dave, Sure. Where? Ill put it into your GPS for ya. What are you picking up? Haha, uhhh, our order. I dont get it. Tommy, you little fucker. Our bud order. Ohhh, theyre picking up bud. And Im driving. Sweet. Oh, uh, sorry. Not really into that shit. No big. You cool to drive? Yeah man, yeah..