Then, something else clicked and I could now think of myself as BOTH a guyAND as a woman!! I mean they were almost like separate parts of my mind, one...ide with female thoughts and one side with my male thoughts. I could,seemingly access either side at will!!! This led to a series of dizzy spellsas my mind attempted to make sense out of nonsense. It's a good thing I wasalready sitting down or else I would have fallen down!Cary and I decided, at that point that I had gone through enough for one. Wo ro padi thiI could listen this 42 years old cry she was more scared than in pain.Meine halke halke use calm kia and apna pace banaya. Pace banne ke baad poore room mein gaand marne ki awaz aane lagi. Gaand marne ki awaz choot maarne ki awaaz se alag hoti hai.. Try karna.Aunty ek dum se aage bad gai and khadi ho gai.Unhone kaha aur nai bas.Meine unke muh pe do chaate lagaye and baal pakad lie. Unka ego hurt ho chuka tha par choot hurt honi baaki thi. Unhone mujhe kaha mein aur gaand nai. I don’t think either one of them were too excited about being known as grandparents. They sent another large check with a note saying that they would try to fit in a visit sometime in the near future. Beth sent the check back in pieces with her own note telling them not to bother coming because our family didn’t need them. They never did come to visit but they did call, however I couldn’t get Beth to even talk to them. ******************* The next three years were a nearly perfect period. I. Enathu araiyil irukum bedil avalavaaga sugam irukaathu, en thanthai ammavai ooka vendrum enbatharkaagave vasathiyaaga kaasu athigamaana bedai vaangi vaithu irunthaar. Ithil iru kuthu kuthinaal pothum maru kuthai antha paduakai thuki kuthi vidum. Naan niraiya murai amma appa vegamaaga ookum pozhuthu paarthu irukiren.Appa vilakai anaithu vittu en arugil paduthaar, naan en suuthai avar pakam kanbithu kondu paduthu irunthen. Sirithu neram thunguvathu pol nadithu kondu irunthen appozhuthu appa.