“I know you didn’t mean to, baby.” Sky is once again talking into the darkness, caught between a state of reality and reminiscent fantasy. “Bu... that doesn’t soothe the pain of missing you. Of missing your touch and your soft, warm body next to me every night.”The blanketing calm she felt moments earlier grows and her heart again begins to race. This time, away from anxiety and towards a glowing light of passion.She feels her hand slowly slide up her stomach as if something or someone is guiding. Accordingly you shall both get the prize.”The two lads looked ecstatic.I had no idea what this prize was, my duty at these Monday meetings was to collect tea money from everyone, then go out straight away and buy the milk and so on from the cash collected. Normally when I returned everyone was out and about their business.The meeting broke up and I collected their contributions. I went into the inner room and spoke to Miss Ferguson.“I’m off then to the shops.”“No, no not today Toni. Now you’re. Where in Hell was I going to come up with that kind of money. If I went to jail I’d lose my job, probably my house and maybe my wife. I was in deep shit. After days of going crazy with worry and trying to come up with a solution I was at a loss. I confided to a buddy at work and he told me about a guy he’d heard about who made loans. Now the guy was a loan shark, but that obvious fact didn’t occur to me. I was so desperate I wasn’t thinking straight. Just how fucked up I was you’ll see.. She smiled and lapped it up.Jeremy groaned, shifting her feet."I hope," Todd said, looking at her man. "That there's more where thatcame from?" Oh yeah," her man said, voice husky while he zipped up his pants."Are you-? Do you want to-?" Jeremy's partner said.No, she thought. Oh god, no. I'm not a woman. I'm not. I'm NOT. OhJesus fuck I'm-"Yes," she said. She reached for him, hand sliding down to his crotch tosqueeze his hard cock. It felt huge in her small hands.The walk to the men's.