"For a moment Derek thought that she was being serious when she saidthat. Sometimes she would say something off the wall in such a deadpanway that he ...asn't sure that it was a joke or not.She leaned into him in the narrow hallway. "Yes, I'll move in with youDerek. I should be with you now," she said to him. "And I should be withyou after the children come too."That sounded much more permanent to him the way she said that. He had amoments doubt flash through his mind about it and dismissed it. She's takenaway all of my clothes. What am I supposed to do? I have todress this way! Besides it's only for a day or so. (Atleast that's what I tried to convince myself of.)" A day, a week, a month, an hour! What difference does thatmake? You're dressed like a damn pervert and I will nothave it!"Had I not been so emotionally stressed at the time I wouldhave shut him out completely. (more or less) He had died,he was gone, and I no longer had to seek his approval.RIGHT? Yeah right. He was as real. Didn't really like drinking beer that much. Just part of the guy thing and fitting in.There are certain rituals when you watch a porn film with the guys. First off, you got to know how to act.Just waited for the right spot to holler out, "Whooeee! Look at the tits on that one." Yep, that was me.Ellen would jump in and say something like, "Boys, don't you wish you were hung like that guy." Course, they'd all say they were and ask us if we wanted to see. Kind of curious, but too smart to say. "Stroke it, Mom." I urged, and mom stroked it for real, just like in her dream.Slowly, I removed her panties with my free hand as she whimpered in her sleep, and once they were free, I added another digit into her cunt.Mom groaned out loud as I twisted my fingers in her and said in her dream, "Oh Mom, your pussy is grabbing my fingers." Oh, Honey. You've made Mommy so horny." You like me fucking you with my fingers, don't you?" Oh, I shouldn't. But I do. God help me." You want to come again,.